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A Burst of inspiration ...

For the first time i'm seeing you, but you got me pissed so many times that i have this burning anger inside me like hell inside earth ... If you make me explode, you won't survive :) How much pleasure i felt thinking of this, wishing that you'll press this little button that'll make me kill you ...

Now we and our respective friends are sitting and i'm looking around thinking of all the ways i could commit this murder, but nothing enough sweet and torturing is coming to my mind. When i started losing hope, my mind went back to the conversation. As always we were the stupid and noisy group of the place and the people were looking at all of us weirdly. That was making us laugh. As always there was this kuwaiti/french/english mix that i was wondering how, we all, different people from different countries, were understanding and laughing all together while we were from cultures poles appart.

Back to you i restarted wondering what kind of torture i could do but at the same time feeling a lot of pleasure ; for me of course not for you :) this idea of killing you wasn't leaving me, it was like seeing your dead body laying on the floor with a mark from me would make me deeply happy, like releasing pain and sadness inside me all over you. Oh yeah that's excactly my point ...

Finally like a miracle we started talking and i noticed your neck ... And my torture was choosed, i'd put your hands under handcuffs in ur back, put handcuffs on ur feet and a chain linking your hands and feets. Push you on the floor and see you moving like a worm and shouting like a jailed tiger. That would be freaking hot to look at :) Then i'd simply sit over you, my legs appart, and press my hands on ur neck till i feel you start collapsing ... when oxygen would start missing a bit too much i'd release a bit my pressure to be sure you don't die too fast, whereas it's not fun. Maybe i'd slowly cut your chest and face, so you don't die too cute, i still don't know. Back to the track i'd press my hands again and SLOWLY i'd see you dying and shouting while i'd just feel a deep pleasure inside me :)
And then i'd wake up, and turn ur face with my feet, looking in your eyes at dead fish look, and i'd leave you there in your worm position, with your handcuffs and chain.

DEAD

I'm done :D

You're all blind standing in front of your golden medal while you think it's a fake one. Every single word from you are like a shinning moment in a cloudy day... beautifull, amazing, relaxing, feelingfull..

You don't know what's happening in my head when i see your name, when you talk to me, when suddenly i realise that me and you are friends.

You're all blind that you wish for stuff that already happend but you don't know it yet coz i never told you and i won't ... Since you don't find it yourself it means u dont feel the same towards me

If a war of hateness was coming all over the world .. I'd protect you with a wall of love with my body and soul just to see that your heart will never stop beating while i'd be dying happy that i made you stay alive. Nothing will destroy my wall because there is nothing stronger than my love.

This love i'm giving to you, without you knowing that there is an avalanche of feelings falling all around you, submersing you, so you'd draw into it ...

The sun is so dark compared to the shine i see coming from your soul. The fire is freezing compared to the flame burning inside me.